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[Sounds of birds chirping]
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[New York Close Up]
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[Fort Greene, Brooklyn]
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I find that being able to work at home...
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that I wake up in the morning,
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I have breakfast, I start working.
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And it’s a very smooth transition
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directly into the work
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that comes from a quieter,
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more centered place.
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[Louise Despont, Artist]
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[Nicole Wong, Assistant]
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I think we’ll do white dots on these ones,
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up until you reach this small...
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stop before you reach this smallest one.
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So stop on this one.
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What I like about making work this way
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is that I don’t need to wait for an opportunity
to be given to me.
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I don’t have to apply for money to do this
idea
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when I can do what I need to do
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and what I want to do simply on paper.
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I like that--that there’s no excuse not
to do the work,
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because it’s so contained.
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To be focused and dedicated to doing one simple
thing
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can perhaps be the most transformative thing.
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That as narrow as it is,
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it can be infinitely deep.
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["Louise Despont Draws Deep"]
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We always associate drawing as being more
personal--
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as being more intimate than painting.
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Because, historically, drawings weren’t
shown,
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and then when they were, they were shown as,
sort of,
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the private notebooks of so-and-so,
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or the sketches from these very famous paintings.
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I was doing more oil painting before--
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ten years ago--
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and then, suddenly you see it,
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and you think it's all wrong
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and you need to take a completely different
path.
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And that's when I started working in notebooks
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and doing a lot of collage--
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where there was just, you know, collecting
images
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and taping them into the book.
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To fill up a book felt nice, you know?
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It didn’t even have to be with anything
good.
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It was just nice to complete a book.
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I think it’s also the nature of working
in a book.
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It’s that the work is private,
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that you’re not making work for people to
see.
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Because if you’re always imagining that
somebody will look at it,
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then maybe you don’t let yourself make the
mistakes
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that need to be made on the way.
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These ledger books, they’re mostly all for
accounting--
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keeping track of your expenses,
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of debts and accounts owed.
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I think it’s a different way of accounting
for time
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and for a life spent.
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It becomes the account of every day,
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that I put into the drawing.
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When I started using the stencils,
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it completely changed how I drew.
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This is the first stencil I ever bought,
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which is now all broken.
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I’m really sad about it.
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I think the triangles are the ones I use most.
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Laying out the paper and seeing the dimensions
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can sometimes be the beginning of a drawing.
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You only have to make the first few marks
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and the whole drawing will unravel itself
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in response to that,
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even if you change completely what you thought
you were starting at.
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Those few marks contain the seed of the entire
drawing.
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It’s almost like the drawing guides itself,
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and you’re there to do the weeding
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and the watering and the planting.
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But it will grow on it’s own,
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to a certain extent.
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It’s nice to look at something
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and feel some sort of awe for it,
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that you don’t fully own it
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but that you worked for it.
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Even if it looks very controlled and detailed,
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I feel like I own
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maybe one quarter of it at most. [LAUGHS]
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Each drawing is a discovery--
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tiny discoveries--
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but each one unfolds in a way
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that removes the drawing from total control.
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You’re responsible for your part,
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and something else is responsible for the
other part,
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which makes it very exciting.
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It’s a complexity that you can’t think
up.
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It’s like little mineral deposits build
up
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and make an entire surface.
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I think it's expressive on an energetic level,
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at least that's what I hope.
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I think the work accesses something
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to me that feels very universal.
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There’s something so personal and raw and
unconcrete
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about your relationship to the spiritual,
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and my words will always be this clumsy approximation
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of something that I feel I'm beginning to
touch
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in a symbolic language.
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I feel it’s best explained in the drawings.
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[White Mule, Chelsea]
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[DESPONT] And that’s the Japanese rice mulberry
paper?
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[ANNE GIBBS] Mmm hmm.
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The paste that we use is a rice paste,
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so it’s water soluble.
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It can easily be taken off with just a little...
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[Anne Gibbs, Framer]
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you know, humidifying it a little.
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[DESPONT] And then,
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when I have to make the final step from taking
the drawing to the framer,
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I take a last look at it
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because I know it’s the last time to make
changes.
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And when I look at the drawing
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I can see areas that aren’t fully connected
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or fully resolved.
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And those are all openings
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to add something.
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And then when it’s done, it’s like,
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"Don’t touch me!"
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Like, there’s no entry point anymore.
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And that's...
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that always feels very clear.